biggest confession of 2024 so far:

it's almost the end of january and I have gone absolutely nowhere with my life and really don't feel I'm doing any better emotionally

this is what I said to someone the other day who emailed me asking me how I was doing

never replied though, I guess she was hoping for the typical response that people are meant to give.. something along the lines of yeah, yeah I'm great.

well not gonna say it if it isn't true