(((((((((((earthmama))))))))
like everyone else, i too know that place way too well (was there last night and wanted to break every dish in the kitchen). I don't know how to deal with it either.
Today i fet the saddness coming on and went out and cleaned the deck of all the dead plants and debris from the past 3 seasons.
Now i feel good that i accomplished something. But i got in there and cut that feeling off before it really took hold, you know?
Best to you =(
hugs!!