You know, sometimes they say, don't toot your own horn too quickly because something always looms around the corner.....

It is currently 2am and I am utterly haunted. The CPAP, the meds, even the incense I burned can't help the thoughts of shame and guilt and remorse I feel for my husband being homeless in NY. Suffering tonight and I have to go to work and a meeting afterward tomorrow. It's going to be a very long day and I can't rest.