I have a full 360° charlie horse on my right leg. That's in addition to all the pain from my knees etc. I want to go home. I have RLS pretty bad from eating too much sugar. The more I have the more I want. I wish I could go home. With cigarettes. I want a bunch of different brands although they all taste like crap, but they are an instant antianxiety reliever. I love my vape but I miss the thousands of chemicals in a cigarette. They have such complex recipes.

So I want to go home with cigarettes, and just hide out and smoke. They do change smoking here to a more mindful experience, instead of the constant cigarettes I used to have burning in ashtrays. We go outside and have one or two cigarettes, and I with my vape, needing it throughout the day and not a huff and puff vaping break. But it's ok. There's an agrivaine now in the smoking group who complains about 2nd hand vapor. I hate people like that. I will try to avoid it. Meanwhile I'm breathing her 2nd hand smoke.

I wish I could go far away. I watched two horror movies tonight. They were ok but the endings lacked inspiration. I couldn't find the info for them. Buried, and Kristy.


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