(((Violetta75)))

I hope you can get medical attention really soon.

Did you call the psychiatrist to see whether there was a cancellation?

My diagnosis is severe major depression with psychotic features (also generalized anxiety and some OCD), I too was in an abusive relationship. I feel for you. I actually take 3 antidepressants which is a lot... but needed, in my case. I posted a questionnaire about it, here: Psychotic Depression / Depression with psychotic features ASSESSMENT SCALE

Can you sleep at all?

I am worried about you...

Keep track of your symptoms (thoughts, feelings, itchy ears, constipation, sweats, whatever you are experiencing) so you can share them with the pdoc, if you get worse, do consider going back to emergency.