Unless you can actually meet her in person this relationship does not sound like it is going anywhere.

It’s a very toxic relationship.

A lot of up and downs and mixed messages.

I’ve read your whole post. I hope it made you feel better typing it all out!

You’ve made the right decision. Stick to your guns and don’t contact her, if this is what your gut is telling you to do.

Go out and meet someone in the real world, @CRSN