Hi Downinthedumps
I'm kebsfroggy, a frog of little brain. Believe me the stories I could tell.
Because I keep forgetting where I post I limit my posts to depression and games. Even then finding a post or reply can be difficult.
To send posts to others here go to your profile (see it at the top of the screen) then (now I have to remember). Select to send a pm, type in the name of the person and the subject line. Then type your pm.
Whatever you do, don't forget the person or after typing this nice message when you hit enter everything disappears. you are left with nothing but frustration and a blank screen.
There is no enjoyment in being depressed. The gang here is ready to listen and offer support.
My hope for you is that your depression lessens quickly.