Out of respect for others here , this is one reason why I cannot get involved in stuff like this anymore. Its too emotionally hard. Being that I have good friends on both sides of the track anymore. I love ya all and I care for each of you. It tears me up to see others bickering at eachother. I'm sorry but life is too short. I just want to try to be here for all of you and to help as much as I can. And yes recieve the caring and support from those of you who wish to give it. Thanks.

Hugz Always~
Bethy~ Tryin