Hi everyone. I was supposed to see my pdoc on Tuesday, but I was sick so had to reschedule. Now, I see him in about a week and a half. My brain still hasn't decided if it wants to be full on hypomanic/manic yet, but the nights always feel like it is thinking about it. I know moods can be worse in the morning and at night so, maybe, this is why? Maybe, it's a minor rapid cycle that's lined up with my circadian rhythms? Despite this, there are small signs that suggest this bad bought of depression I've been having might be lightening up so that's good! I've really got to stop closing in on myself when things get bad.

I'm worried my physical health is on the decline again. I'm experiencing similar symptoms to what I had when I first got sick in November. Thankfully, I already have an appointment with my PCP on Friday so I can talk to her about this in. I'm hoping I can actually make it through a full week of work this week.