I applied for another job last night. I just know things won't get better unless I actually try. And the place I want to work at is hiring. So I thought, why not. So I sent in my application last night. And I felt a lot better after I did it.

I slept a ton last night. Without melatonin. I took my meds later then I normally do in the morning which is ok. I normally take them at 1AM but I took them at 3AM. I think I'm pretty ok with the 25mil Prestiq. I just now took my first valium.

I did half an hour hour with my VR headset. I did the workout game supernatural. I just started it.

So I'm applying for work and starting to work out. I hope this means the withdrawels are getting easier.

I have some 25 mil Prestiqs cut into 1/2s. My next step is to just go off it completely in a week but I plan on taking 12mil instead.

I did have some weird sleep incident where I woke up and I couldn't find my door. I could find my TV stand and the wall. But not the door. I was confused so I just went back to bed.

I honestly don't even remember if that even that happened or if it was just a dream. I haven't had sleep episodes in a few years.