And I’ll say I also think about the holidays and other special events and how they will not be the same. I know I’ll miss a lot of this time with them as their mother has been the glue and was the primary childcare. She has been a superb mother and deserves these relationships and more.
I also have never been good alone and that is frightening for me. Basically I fear what the future would look like , fear change. I read somwhere that you can be happily married , unhappily married and happily divorced or unhappily divorced. I believe this for sure