Thanks guys. Comrade, I hadn’t actually seen that one, it’s very clear, thank you.
Yes I think that’s what she meant about the re experiencing part. But I don’t know how to discuss it with her without triggering myself. I cannot cope when I am triggered. I also don’t want to discuss it and be in such a state and then not end up having ptsd because then I will feel like nobody can help me.

I also don’t want to engage In any of this because I feel like it might be a sort of pity diagnosis since I told the psychologist that I would feel like I have to !! Trigger warning !!!


Kill myself if I cannot be diagnosed. That was when they thought I had BPD and I said I would be able to accept it because it’s better than not having it and just being like this for no reason.