Kittymom, first of all welcome! When I read posts like yours I just wish I could do or say something that might make a difference in your situation. So, for what it's worth here goes...Could you get a place of your own on your disability? If it were me I think that I'd be mostly concerned with finding a place where I could maybe eliminate as much of the stress and conflict from my life as possible and go from there. You may have had a tough go of it so far, but it can get better! The hardest thing is to believe that...