Update: I didn’t go in today. I went out to get an iced coffee— I have coffee at home, but I was afraid that, if I stayed home, I wouldn’t want to leave and go to work. So I went to the Starbucks in the local Target and promptly had a panic attack about going to work. I was sobbing and gripping my hair and chewing on my plastic cup and shaking violently. I knew right then and there that work was a no-go today. That’s just how it was. Went home and got a phone interview scheduled for 2pm today with a different job. Also applied to two other jobs.

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