I think going off Lamictal is messing with my brain or something! I'm taking a full week Lamictal free adjustment before starting my loxapine taper. I'm getting all these urges to self harm with too many meds (minus seroquel) that I haven't had in years! I don't know what's up with that, but it's making me disturbed and ashamed. Clear thinking raspberry would NEVER abuse her diazepam!!!!

I'm sure I'll feel fine in a couple of days. One more night left of 25mg Lamictal and I'm off of it and kissing 💋 Lamictal goodbye.

Then a week adjustment and onto the next taper.

God I hate being on all these damn meds!!!!