I am having a horrible time. This thing with my husband is driving me straight into a psych ward again. I feel it coming on. One minute I am crying and yelling at God, the next minute I am high like a kite and can't stay still. It's like I am flipping in between mania and depression and the main issue is that I can't sleep. I know myself, once I don't sleep this bipolar curse shows its ugly self.

Please God take this pain from me and allow me to let him go.