I feel really guilty for having posted this.

I honestly thought about how angry she would be with me and I was terrified for a split second, then realized it didn't matter.

That's when the flood of relief hit me and I began laughing.

Then my mind began racing about where the anger was going, because someone has to get it, but she's not the dominant person in any of her relationships right now that I know of. Then I thought, Oh my gosh she must be ready to explode.... And I'm not there to receive it.... And the relief hit again.

Thanks everyone. I'm sorry for gloating. I know she's an injured damaged person and deserves empathy too.