I will join the others in welcoming you to PC and the depression forum.

I'm kebsfroggy, the frog of little brain. You will understand the little brain part the longer you are here.

You are going through a terrible time, I can deduce that from your post. I wish I better understood your situation.

Those of us here in our little group often talk of feeling as though we are walking around with a large bull's eye plastered on our back. I think you are feeling that way about now.

Please keep in touch with us. And no you do not suck. . . .
that is reserved for those who have been here awhile.

Don't be so hard of yourself. ((( kittymom )))