Hi Woven, how are you doing today?
It sounds like you’ve had a lot of information to take in. I’d be anxious too if I got a lot of information at once especially if I felt it wasn’t full information and lead me to ask more questions as you describe.
I’m so sorry you lost the animal you were taking care of, losing an animal can be very sad and it’s a form of grief too, that’s bound to knock you.