Late night tonight, its almost 2am and I'm not in bed yet. Spoke to my husband, and he is still very much in love with me. Somehow, I need that kind of validation for me to be able to rest. I think that's beyond dysfunction, but you know what, whatever I need to get to sleep, I don't care. Not talking to him, and avoiding him, has caused me immeasurable unrest and pain.

I did sleep 8 and a half hours last night, YAY! But I think that was from total exhaustion.

Got some bad news tonight too which kept me up - my insurance didn't pay for my CPAP supplies. I have a $400 deductible, so they will be taking $258.00 from me next week to pay for it because I haven't met that stupid deductible yet. I just can't catch a break.

@Tart Cherry Jam - I totally get sleeping over 8 hours and still being sleeping. With all the sleep I had last night, I was falling asleep at work today, (irony that I am wide awake now), but also, if I am really hungry it wakes me up at night too, I understand that struggle.

I like that we are trying to go to bed at the same time every night, it's really a good routine. Hope @SquarePegGuy has been sleeping well too.

Sweet dreams!