Yes I agree @Tart Cherry Jam that it's great that we are all posting here together, keeping track of one another. Thank you so much for this thread. Thanks too @SquarePegGuy for checking out my blog, I will respond to your comment tonight, I really appreciate the support.

I am really struggling you guys. This thing with my husband is wrecking and tormenting my soul. I keep thinking back to the man that he used to be, and I know that he is mentally unwell, and it just brings guilt, shame and remorse on my spirit.

I was robbed of sleep again last night. I didn't even use my CPAP at ALL. That was the first time in a long time I haven't used my machine. My husband called me and told me I have to send him my bank cards because I am an imposter, and I am not who I say I am. It hurts so bad. I know I have to cut him off completely. I know it's his delusions talking, but it's robbing me of sleep and peace of mind. I napped today a couple of times, but I am really struggling. Praying that I get sleep tonight. Hope I don't get in too much trouble with the insurance company for skipping my machine last night, I know they are funny about that.