Hi.

Fellow Christian here.

Remember something.... Immaculate conception is a pretty rare thing.

All us and our other fellow Christians got here some how.

I wrestled with the morality of physical attraction when I was young too. And it was like it was the ONLY sin that mattered to people in my family.

You can keep your beliefs and still be human. Human attraction and desire for closeness is normal. If it aligns with your beliefs, show restraint and keep some things for the boundaries of marriage.

I do see that you are in India, which means culturally you may have far more pressure on you than we do in North America.

Just please don't hate yourself and tear yourself up for having normal human feelings. If you believe we are God's creation, then those feelings are part of being a complete person.

RDMercer