It would also help if you describe your ideal relationship so that we can see how far cuddling after knowing this young man for only two weeks was from the ideal; why it felt short of the ideal so much that it caused you great distress to the point of a fleeting suicidal feeling. Knowing what your ideal concept is will help contextualize your report.
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018
Lybalvi 10 mg
Naltrexone 75 mg
Gabapentin 1500 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)
Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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