After sleeping on it, I don't think I did as badly as I thought I did on the interview. I'm just not used to talking in general to anyone besides my mom and my therapist and recording myself is something I've never had to do. I stumbled a bit and I said "uh" a lot. But I think I gave some good answers. Plus I have open availibilty and the expierence.

Today I was super cranky when I woke up at 7:15 but then I took a valium around 8:30 and then I felt better and my moods are ok now.

It for sure seemed to have been a sinus infection. I am not blowing blood out of my nose and I am not too congested and I feel pretty good physically.

My pdoc got back to me. He messaged me himself. He said the nausea and throwing up are probably related to the lamictal and to go to my PCP immediatly if it doesn't clear up in 2 days.

I'm glad he validated me and said I was feeling like this because of med withdrawels

So it seems there are a few different things going on but right now things are ok at least. I'm just hanging out today.