I got an email back from the job I applied at saying that they can't hire me right now but that they think I'm a good fit for the company so they may have a spot for me in the future so they are keeping my application on file.

This is actually a very good thing. That I didn't have to turn them down and it wasn't an outright no from them either.

And they said mainly they couldn't hire me for the 4AM spot but they think I may be a good fit elsewhere if departments were hiring. So maybe I'll eventually have a chance with this company in a department that doesnt start so early. Thats what my mom and my therapist are worried about. The hours.