I pretty much did just quit treatment as I’m over an hours drive from where I was getting treatment.
Don’t need it anyways. Did more harm than good so I have no hope for good treatment as long as I am in NH. I will say I do talk to peer supports on warm lines and get a lot out of that, but honestly since I got into a shelter and stopped couch surfing and being in drug dens and around toxic people things have been going better than ever. My friend is actually concerned I’m going to get addicted to homelessness like he did (he is in a section 8 apartment now though and says it’s much healthier and he’s much happier).

Seriously feels great to feel free after the shyt I went through though.