I saw my pdoc today. Long story short I'm going back down to my usual gabapentin dose and starting 50-100 mg Seroquel just until I get past this depression. I'm anxious about weight gain and a couple other side efects from the past but I was on a lot more then. I'm getting a clozaril level drawn tomorrow and if my level is still high she's going to try to find someone with expertise in clozaril to see if it's safe to walk around with a nigher blood level of it.


I can't start the seroquel until Thursday because I have appointments I need to be awake for. Hopefully I sleep until then. Last night was really bad; I was up until 6:30 AM.


I really hope this works.