This is extremely difficult post to respond to on a forum because you are asking which root to take. Either choice has significant impacts on your life, so you want to make sure it's the best decision.

I'd say, given you are

So, I wouldn't give up on any therapies you currently have going; however, if you are indeed , then you should go to your nearest emergency centre.

As for later and the possibility of moving to Boston, could you have a very good social worker who could get some of the crucially important questions answered, such as insurance coverage, place to live, and disability payments so you can buy food? Your basic needs have to be met.

Sometime in the future, ask your current team about a social worker or try contacting HeyPeers - Where Peers and Support Groups Connect to see whether they could suggest someone, perhaps in the Boston area.

You need a good social worker who can navigate the system and advocate for you.

I will say this: maybe the diagnosis is less important that the treatment protocol. You say that your currents meds are working well, but that your current pdoc in NH wants to change you meds. You need to sit down and discuss why it is that you think the current meds are working... or maybe they're not really, as you're "chronically All this needs to be addressed with your current team.