I finally got solid sleep and felt so much better today. I was able to laugh and have a conversation about more than "I feel sooooooo bad" and trying to fix that. I'm sure this isn't over, I've never had depresion change that fast so either I'm improving a lot or I'm starting to rapid cycle or the dreaded mixed. Maybe my depression heard the word "Seroquel" and decided to behave. Whatever, I'll take it.

I hope tonight is good and tomorrow still feels good. There is a chance that my Emsam just started working but it always is gradual and this isn't gradual.
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Ironically I got out of the hospital for my last hospitalization 8 years ago today.