Was a weird day - a friend of mine was just sleeping earlier and doesn't like daytime and didn't answer my texts to go to the gym this morning. Not only did I not go to the gym but I came home, cooked and felt even fatter than ever. I feel like this is a toxic friendship, if she is not going to get back to me because she can't get up because she likes nighttime better, then we can't really hang out can we?

My symptoms were directly related to this. I feel bad for her, but I feel like she can't commit to going with me, so I have to force myself to go without her. This is going to be tough; motivation is harder.