We played the yugioh TCG today and I won both rounds which was a nice change, I think I'm getting better at it the more we play. I'm also trying to learn how to play chess.
We also watched a studio Ghibli movie tonight, Kiki's Delivery Service
Now I can't sleep because my stomach hurts so I'm distracting myself with videogames and podcasts. I finished another ebook book earlier and started a new one.
I don't really care what time I wake up tomorrow, as long as I sleep I'm not being strict with myself and forcing myself up early everyday. No more 24-50 hours at a time without sleep, thanks thorazine. My doctor wants to find a AP to replace the thorazine next month at our next appointment but I'm nervous about starting a new medication. I'd be willing to go back on Invega or risperdal or maybe even seroquel.... but I don't want to try something entirely new that I have no idea how it affects me because that makes me nervous.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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