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Old Feb 19, 2024, 09:52 AM
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Originally Posted by UpDownMiddleGround View Post
I have not been here in a long time. It's nice to see some familiar names. Today I'm feeling kind of alone. This week has been really hard at work and I wonder how I can make changes to what I'm doing so that I am make life easier. In addition, I have been triggered by the sermon at church today. The topic was forgiveness.
Possible trigger:
Has the man asked you for forgiveness? If he has not, I would not even think about this subject as it applies to him. Unless and until he asks, this is simply not relevant in your life. I am sure you have so many vital issues that need to be dealt with instead; focus on them.

I understand how suicidal ideation is the default response but am not familiar with the skin crawling. I hope you will get responses from people with lived experience of that.
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