it's just... what you said Friday about my "********". If you really think that... then there's no point to continuing. I'm about 85% wanting to call & cancel this week, damn the consequences. You keep saying I just need to grow up. Maybe calling and canceling and then dealing with the consequences would help me do that. Seriously; it really does feel to me like both of us need a break from each other for a while. You'll deny it of course.