Im really stressed with life right now. I feel a tad depressed but had no desire to share that with anyone IRL. Lots of good and not so good things happening lately. wedding is les than 4 week away and our apt opens for use to move in three weeks. granny is still in rehab and i wish she was here. i miss her even though i visit every 2-3days. pawpaw (moms side of family) is back in rehab as hes been in hiospital with blood clots in lungs and leg. its a sucky rehab. they should treat our nations veterans better i think. he served 18 months on the frontlines in korea. its been almost a year since his wife, my sweet mawmaw passed. i miss her so much! i need to start journaling again. it really does help me and idk why i stopped doing it. time slips away i guess.

i dontkno what the point of this post is. i just feel defeated, sad and altogether useless.