I did the laundry early this morning. It started off good but it got ruined at the end by a fellow neighbor. Hurray for neighbors at where I live!

My friend had two doctor appointments this morning at the same medical office complex. I texted him this morning and sent him an email later on. After my bike ride late this afternoon, I got a message from his wife saying that he passed out at one of his appointments and was taken to hospital. She says he's OK and will probably come home tomorrow. No specific details as to what happened. That was a disappointment for me.

I haven't heard anything from my sister in quite a while. What happened to my friend this morning reminded me of what happened with her last December. The last time I spoke with her, she didn't sounded like she's well. I'd like to call but I have a fear of rejection. I get that all of the time when I call her either when times good times or bad. I guess my family has just disintegrated. It's gotten to the point now that I don't care anymore, but it's still sad. There's not much I can do to make it better; and I've tried.