If she wants kids and you are not sure, you are stringing her along while you are vacillating and being busy exploring your internal conflict. It would be better from the standpoint of not wanting to hurt her to leave now, before time runs out for her to have children. She can then get with another man without wasting precious time.
What were your mental health challenges? Could it be that your mental health makeup contributes to your vacillating from being 100% in to 100% out?
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018
Lybalvi 10 mg
Naltrexone 75 mg
Gabapentin 1500 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)
Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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