my life is very stresfful right now and i dont really know how to deal with it. my pawpaw is so sick and grieving my mawmaw who has almost been gone a year. he says he just wants to die. its heatbreaking as hes struggling with earl dementia too. on top of this...my grnany who i care for will be in rehab til march 13....the day i move into my apt. so im spending the last bit at home all alone. its sad to me as i wanted to cherish our time together.