I'm thinking about making an appointment with my GP to discuss my weight and potentially going on some sort of weight loss drug. I don't know though. I'm not quite sure if I'm fat enough. I'm in the overweight BMI category.

Had an extremely unproductive day sadly 😥. Spent the whole day high on seroquel and drowsy as ****. Got nothing done. Finally got out of my stupor at four and then video chatted with a friend until 10:30PM! I put out my meds for the week. There. I did one thing. I plan on making tomorrow productive though. No sleeping. No seroquel highs. I counted my seroquel and I'm going to run out seven days early. It's a good thing I'm getting more from the pharmacy on Monday!

I think I may have a problem. Whatever.

I'm going to call my pdoc's office again on Monday because they gave me 90 100mg tabs to last 45 days and I'm not sure what that means.

I have to call in my diazepam refill sometime this week too. I hate calling in my stupid diazepam refill. I hate diazepam. The only reason why I'm still on it is because I don't want to go through benzo withdrawal. Benzo withdrawal scares the shyt out of me! Like... explosive diarrhea everywhere.