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Feb 26, 2024, 03:24 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Quote:
Originally Posted by RDMercer
OK.....
Hear me out on something.
These periods I go through of longing, wishing, pining, and anguish.....
That's really.... Familiar.
That's what I went through while she was here.
Is this part of limerance still hanging on? Is this part of my conditioning to feel anguish and questioning and unfulfillment?
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When you're healing from being in a relationship with someone abusive and manipulative like this, there's a long period of healing where you question things. Because it's hard to match up bad behaviors to the love bombing. That's the aftermath of the gaslighting.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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