I just took a bunch of meds because I'm DESPERATE for sleep. I've been up since 2:30AM and I've never felt more awake. These warmer than average temperatures are REALLY ****ing with my mood. I absolutely HAVE to take a nap and NOW because my husband has work tonight and it'll be just my daughter and I and I don't want to get all tired and crabby. Hopefully the meds I took put me to sleep.

I have to call the first week of March again about my shytty sleep because I got my seroquel refill and they didn't change my prescription. Luckily I get my prn seroquel refill soon. I guess they are waiting until my pdoc is back in the office the first week of March. I'll just deal with it until then.

I hang my head in shame. I feel terrible about this, but I abused the shyt out of my propranolol, am completely out, and can't get a refill until March 30th! It's horrible, but I did it to myself. Was thinking about calling and saying I lost it or it fell in the sink or some shyt, so I can get a refill sooner. I can seriously feel my heart pounding in my chest 😫. It's making it even harder to fall asleep. Again, no one to blame but myself for being a propranolol junkie.