I know what you mean. I've tried to piece together some reasoning as to why that's there.
My best guess is it's a result of extreme anxiety brought on due to the condition.
As a result any bait, lure or problem requires an almost instant answer.

I tend go for what is in front of me, even if I know it's not the best option.
I just say yes a lot I guess.
There's a lot to it, living in this world of one.
Take attachments for example.
I'd say they border on, or just plain are, obsessive.l
Making a connection with someone when I feel eternally alone, even in company is priceless.
Really hard to let that go.
Just lost my second relationship - and she knew who and what I was through and through.
Pretty gutted atm to be honest.
Luckily I'm not a stalker. I do my crazy mostly in my head and in relationships and expressions.
I'll just miss her forever is all.
Fills me with anxiety,,..but there's naught for it, I'm afraid.
Still miss my ex wife as well - and we didn't even get along. Love dies a hard death with me.
Happy to keep going. You suggest the next point to discuss?
Thomas73