I called my pdoc just now and pretty much demanded to go back on my lamictal. I am going out of my mind with these mood swings and anger outbursts. Plus I'm pretty sure my nausea and heartburn and other stomach stuff are related since they started when I went off it. His nurse called and was like "yeah no sorry he wont do anything until your appointment in April and he doesnt have anything sooner" And I was like eff it and I went and got out my entire bottle of 25mils I thankfully didn't throw away and took 50mil. I'm putting myself back on it before I end up IP. I know its not right, but I don't think what he did was right either. I was on that for almost 10 years. I know its just a placebo effect but I feel better now.

Theres this other pdoc in the area I might look into. I've been told by my last therapist that he's pretty good and will listen to you.