My turn to not sleep. I took some PRN gabapentin and fell asleep for 30 minutes but a storm woke me up and even a 2nd gabapentin didn't help me back to sleep. It's 5 AM now. I'm so hungry for some reason and I've already eaten something like half my calories for the day. This is not a good start to the day. I don't know if I should take another gabapentin. My pdoc is generally ok with my doing so occasionally but we didn't talk about it after I started the Seroquel.


I hate this. I just had a bad night Saturday night. I know I'm getting over depression and that ups and downs are expected but if they didn't keep me awake all night I'd really appreciate it. If I have to feel bad I'd rather not think about it all night long. I also keep thinking about all sorts of bad things and they won't stop. Yet I was doing so much better when I saw my therapist today. I don't get it.

Maybe eventually.