I have a lot of anxiety related to eye floaters, which are permanent defects in vision that can be seen more in well lit enviroments.


I have an absurd ammount for my age, probably in the top 1% of the population, maybe related to too much screen time and a lot more appered a year ago.


It's rather difficult knowing these things will never go away, except with an expensive and somewhat risky elective surgery that would cause other problems along the way.


I also worry about more and more showing up, sigh, I've been anxiety ridden my whole life but this feels like a turning point, specially because it's so isolating since most people don't suffer from them at my age or if they do they're usually few.


Still, I keep trying to adapt, settle and get it together as best as I can.