Had an interesting appointment with my therapist today. I brought up going on Wellbutrin and she said it sounded like a good idea. She said I'm TOO chilled out. I have to agree with her. For most things I've developed a whatever attitude and spend most of my time laying in bed, listening to music. She said I have a chilled out baseline and not enough activity. She said the wellbutrin would raise my energy levels. She's going to sit in on my appointment with my pdoc on April 3rd.

My pdoc is pretty open to suggestions. I wouldn't want to go off Cymbalta completely, but if there was a way we could decrease my dose and add a bit of Wellbutrin that would be great. Right now life is just passing me by while I lay in bed, being a lazy **** and listening to music. I have zero energy and nothing really phases me (except for when I'm being accused of ****ing DRINKING or how I can't sleep at night). I don't know.

I made the mistake of being honest with her about my seroquel problem and OF COURSE she brought up being med monitored again.... ugh!

Whatever I guess.

I'm not cleaning the apartment for them or making myself look presentable, so they're just going to have to deal with it.