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Old Mar 02, 2024, 08:33 AM
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It’s normal to want to change one’s environment when trying to recover from trauma. So it’s not that you no longer enjoy the blue lights but instead a very deep instinctual need to seek a different environment/location giving you a sense of distance from whatever traumatized you.