Thankyou so much Lenny no doubt i will have awful days ahead, but they are few and far between. Sometimes i wonder if i am really me lol .... the thing is, even if i have a really bad nightmare or flashback or a day feeling depressed, i know it wont last .... that's the difference between now and last year when i was hopeless, helpless, suicidal (2 attempts)

i WANT this to give people hope ..... because there IS A LIFE AFTER EMOTIONAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE..... I AM LIVING PROOF......

and i am a few steps closer to fulfilling my dream of becoming a counsellor myself ..... i just want people to see this and know there IS HOPE i should post my poems from last year so peeps can see how bad i was i just need people to realise that is doesn't last forever.... sorry if i'm sounding like a preacher, just passionate about wanting folk to know you can get over trauma ..... Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo