Remembered my dreams again. Was bittersweet as I lost mum all over again.

Tomorrow I need to get up early so I’m talking one of my extra ambian to make sure I fall asleep early. I pretty much have myself trained from midnight to 8:30 but I need to be leaving at 8:30. And as I’m a slow person I need time in the morning to drink my chai and just prepare for the day I need to go to bed early so I can wake at 6:30. I hate having to hurry. This way I can relax