Today was much the same as the whole weekend. That is to say - I did nothing.

I have an appointment in a week to see a therapist, at some clinic I never heard of before that was on a list that was given to me. In the meantime, I can go to the hospital psych urgent care, which is a horrible place. I've been avoiding that. In fairness to the place, I do recognize that they are overwhelmed. They get patients brought in by the cops, who have nowhere else to go. They take people with no insurance because it's a state owned facility. It seems I just look too high functioning to be worthy of their attention.