Last night was rough. I stayed up way too late on the phone. My ex is missing again. He's been gone for two days now. He always seems to show up somewhere after a binge, but I am so sick and tired of this game where he just goes and does his drugs all night not giving a damn about anyone else who is worried for his well-being. Suffice to say, it has affected my sleep tremendously. I was tired all day and barely got any work done.

Going to try and sleep now and hopefully, I sleep all night.